PIMPJUICE

Casey,

You are the coolest bish in the whole world I fucking love you.. With out you I would be a mooshcycle.

Unbearable

There is a hole inside my heart.

I feel like I am empty, I feel as if I am suffocating in an abyss of pain.

As I sleep my mind is twisted and turned by memories that haunt me.

So I put on the mask and I put on the smile but my eyes never stop talking.

The fake pleasures of the Atropa can not allude the piercing of Atropos' shear.

All my heart needs is a patch of hope.

A drop of sincerity.

When I remove the mask that has benn covering my being I would be vunerable if I was alone and that would be Unbareable

Dear James,

You are a really cool, and interesting person. I love your out-look on things. I don't know what it is but when I talk to you I feel better about everything, like nothing else matters because you are there and talking to me. I know we really haven't known eachother long but I thought I might let you know how I feel.

Sincerly,

Jacob

Stress

I'm so stressed right now I can't handle it. My blood pressure is so bad my nose keeps bleeding, I'm incredibly tense, I can not sleep. The factors I have concurred to be the triggers of this stress are:

1. I dislike everyone at the store I am at and vice versa.

2. They got them selfs in trouble and blamed it on me so my hours were cut.

3.The dude I'm really starting to like is not showing intrest.

4. Parental issues.

I will eventually get over this bout of stress, but for now I need to put my big boy panties on and deal with it.

Well Damn Mattchu!

Well my friend Matt (Mattchu) is a pretty awesome guy, and I KNOW this nigga got my back right? So today I got back from swimming and I get relaxed and I get a phone call.! It is infact from him. He tells me his friend Mike is gonna hook me up with a dude named Matt! haha. So not only is Mattchu dating my friend Bessepheba, I will be dating a Matt as well as my friend Jamie.. So I think Matts are in season I guess. Anyway back to the phone call... Mike (who I mentioned earlier) got on the phone throwing himself at me haha jk but after a quick but rather nice discussion he told me he loved me... remember that the phone conversation was the first time we ever spoke :) He seems pretty cool...

MATTCHU YOUR AMAZING HAHA "OJ didn't do it"

Hopeless much?

So, I kinda like this dude, and as I get to know him I like him more and more but he dosen't feel the same way.(or atleast I dont think he does) We have things in common, but is that enough. I am a really good guy but nobody ever takes the chance to find that out. I need a guy thats sensitive, that dosent judge, and who can say Janice Dickenson dosent have shit on Twiggy, or that Owen Wilson needs a nose job. Idk, maybe I'm being childish. But if I flirt with him I really don't wan to push him away.... I really don't know....

McDonalds: "See you on the outside!"

Wow, I just love it when customers come in to the store, treating all my employees like shit. Especially when they come at me telling me that I'm nothing because I work there. NEWSFLASH hunny!! I'm 17 and its a job. I got a job so I could have money, so I could get a car! I go to school, I make amazing grades. So get off my dick! Cause one thing I know for sure is that I am not always at work, and Anderson is a very small city I will see you outside and I would love to see you say what you had to say in the resturant to my face outside. :) So in conclusion, treat working people with respect cause its a job, don't hate!